hais. i dunno wad to write in my blog. sorry hais. i noe u don like me to keep saying sorry. i dunno how to make both of us happy. no matter wad its my f fault. i dunno wad im doing now. how i wished im not like that. just like last time. maybe im not good enough for u? but my heart just wun die. how i wish i got a heart attack. living like a zombie with no feelings. lol. that would be perfect. maybe other guys might treat u better. ? since i everytime make u sad. hahas. but i just cant bear to, or maybe i don wan. i don feel like doing anything. life sux. i don feel like saying anything. since u wanna noe more ppl . thats fine with me. just give me some time to get used to it .

pissed.